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So, DJ got a job. But it’s just not okay with me. I hate to be completely selfish but how am I supposed to handle being away from him six days a week!? Day and night. He got offered a job near New Jersey for home care. It’ll be 900.00 a week but at what cost is basically losing your husband? I can’t stop crying. I feel so completely heart broken. I know he has to do it. It’s either this or move in with his parents. My mind is racing and all I keep telling him is he’s not going. I’d basically be losing my best friend. Its just really hard to handle right now. Real tough. I’m hiding away in our bedroom because I don’t want him to see me crying. He’s already cried once and I don’t want to make the situation worse. We are both badly torn. We know that this is the best for our family. We need the money. He can’t stay on unemployment forever and its real hard surviving off of 230.00 a week with a household of four.

What am I going to do!?